Blue Lights and Unconditional Love

It has been almost a year..... and I am finally ready to publish this.

September 2018

It officially happened….

41 years old and I am sitting on the side of Interstate 40 with blue lights behind me.

Speeding….

There isn’t any point of denying it~ I was

He was beside me…..

But,

You were there too.

Instead of sitting in my beastly, my mind instantly went to another time.  The steering wheel didn’t feel like the car I had just been holding while cruising through the curves.  It was hard and cold. I felt my body as it sank into the seat, but not the one which supports my struggling back.  

Instead it felt... as if was behind the wheel of the another car…. the Firebird… 

And as I sat there, I could see interstate 20 in front of me and hear my voice as I told you I had gotten a ticket.

The difference was~ he didn’t respond as you did in my memories

And suddenly the steering wheel was warm to the touch and the seat supported my body; as my mind began to fight the anxiety attack your memory had triggered.

It is just another example of how you promised, but his actions continue to show the unconditional love which stands firm during...

the good times of speeding through the curves while listening to a new spin on old songs…. 

and the bad as he is beside me when the cop hands me the ticket. 

And even then….. he continues to remain true to his word.