May I not Let the Voice from the Enemy Be Greater than the Voice of the One Who Lives in Me!
Isn't It Weird How One Person's Voice Can Seem Louder
Then The Only Voice That Should Matter?
A couple of days ago, the words from two voices seemed louder than a lot of voices; especially the only voice which should matter.
Since I am completely transparent when sharing through these post, I probably should say that those two voices were more than likely the result of the influence of one person..... The Queen Bee.
"and if any should attack, nothing will come of it....
I also create the destroyer~ but no weapon that can hurt you has ever been forged.
Any accuser who takes you to court will be dismissed as a liar.
This is what God's servants can expect.
I'll see it that everything work out for the best.
Isaiah 55:17 The Message
However, if I were also being honest....
that does not make the sting of their words hurt any less.
At first, I couldn't breath.
I tried to reach my husband; as I needed his voice of reassurance. Unfortunately, my attempt at reaching him went unanswered.
So, I was left alone in the silence of my thoughts.
Next began, what I can only describe as a process of Fight or Flight.
The fight began with combating the lies with evidence of truth.
During this time, those whom I consider to be a friend offered words of encouragement.
There may have been a couple moments of shedding some tears, but then another voice of truth would come through a friend and push me through the moment.
Amazingly enough, I slept descent and woke to a new day.... a new beginning, right?
If only that were true... in reality I awoke to a new day where I was left alone in the silence of my thoughts.
I quickly tried to redirect myself. "Alexa" play the song It is Well.
I am doing good now.
Let Go My Soul & Trust in You.... It is Well.. It is Well...
Zoom Meeting...
Great an even better distraction..
However, in what should have been one the best distractions, the voice of the enemy struck again.
Looking back, I believe he was trying to influence a greater plan which was being revealed.
Flight...
All of a sudden I began to question whether I was truly what was best for my role.
To the point where I actually said, I am not sure if I can go back.
Thankfully, the voice of truth spoke again.
I did not seek out my position, this position was entrusted to me.
I do not have to defend my actions to ANYONE; as the one who has the authority to judge me already knows the intentions of my heart.
He has provided me with the strength and perseverance thus far and I will continue this race to the end.
May I not Let the Voice from the Enemy Be Greater
than the Voice of the One Who Lives in Me!
and I would encourage to do the same.
Keep your eyes on Jesus, who both began and finished this race we are in. Study how he did it. Because he never lost sigh of where he was headed- that exhilarating finish in and with God~ he could put up with anything along the way: cross, shame, whatever.
And now he's there, in the place of honor, right alongside God. When you find yourselves flagging in your faith, go over the story again, item by item, that long litany of hostility he plowed through. That will shoot adrenaline into your soul!
Hebrews 12: 1-3 The Message
God, the one and only~ I will wait as long as he says.
Everything I hope for comes from him, so why not?
He's solid rock under my feet, breathing room for my soul, an impregnable castle. I'm set for life.
Psalms 62:5-6
Jesus answered them, "Do you finally believe? In fact, you're about to make a run for it~ saving your own skins and abandoning me. But I'm not abandoned. The Father is with me. I've told you all this so that rusting me, you will be unshakable and assured, deeply at peace. In this godless world you will continue to experience difficulties. But take heart! I've CONQUERED the world."
John 16:33 The Message
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